The Things We Never See

Today was picture day at my school. I felt like crap all day and didn't believe I looked good at all, after pictures I went to see my boyfriend before going home. Turns out just looking into his eyes tells me I am and was beautiful all day. He doesn't know it but he made me feel better.

Normally, I'm really self-conscious about how I look. No one actually knows it though. But today I also took a look at this site called "Operation Beautiful" it opened my eyes. Maybe yours too. But now It is my mission to make sure everyone who reads this blog gets what I'm aiming. Each week, I will post a new blog noting a certain, specific, topic of choice about how we look at ourselves and how we should. I'm not trying to save the world but I'll be giving tips on how to make someones day better.

So today's topic? You may or may not ask, well it's beauty. "You're beautiful." It's a fact not an opinion, because everyone is beautiful inside and out. No matter how you look on the outside, you have true beauty on the outside. It all just shows on how you go about your life. Your personality can tell your own beauty. Believe that you are beautiful each and every day. You may sound arrogant but you're just noting and true statement. And please if you want post little sticky notes around school or anymore saying something like, "You're beautiful." or something along that line. Because remember everyone deserves to be happy. Wear a smile not a frown. "A smile is a curve that sets everything straight."

So your mission: Be you, show your true beauty and make someone know they are beautiful, even if your not saying it to their face.

Hell, My Name Is...

Heyyy, Happy Eat a Yellow Crayon day... Yupp I just made that up, please don't eat a yellow crayon or any crayon for that matter and if you already did I hope they're nontoxic . Haha. Okay, well first let’s start off with, Drum roll please....... Music! Yes, Music one of my personal favorite topics. So, I think we'll talk about Ke$sha (with a "$") first. As you may know Ke$ha is new and fresh, she's all drunk and spastic, but she's good. Her new album "Animal" has come out on music stands. Personally I was a little worried it might be... too out there for me but I bought it and honestly it's pretty amazing I mean other then the really weird songs she has some, two or three, songs that really are pretty sweet and nice and more down to Earth. She is a lot better than I would have though. Now onto a new band, well new to me, that I have found. The band is called "Superchick." All I can say is 'WOW' they are an amazing band, I'm not really sure what genre you could call them but they are just epic. They write about the real deal not love although I'm sure they have a song about that. They really get down to the nitty griddy, Here is a song I found amazing, Hero (Red Pill Mix), look it up on YouTube, they are completely worth your time. Now normally you would think I would write something about Justin Bieber but I'm on the fence with him, I like his music but not him.. Oh well. Anyway, moving on lastly Miley Cyrus. Last I checked she was 18 so what is up with this new music video "Can't be Tamed?" When I first heard the name I thought 'O good golly gosh, sex? Really?' But no no, it's about her being a slutty bird, O yea soooo much better. In my opinion I feel she is the next Brittany spears but unlike Britt, Miles with never make a recovery. She's doomed for her life, and personally I feel she needs to grow up in a more natural way but I don't think she knows how. Reality check? I think so.
Next Topic on my mind is, douche bags. I've dealt with them and personally I don't care if the kid I'm writing about is reading this right now. So, I had a boyfriend about a month ago? Who the hell cares, but he was just not worth my time. Anyway, so my friend has been mad at me and I of course never knew why until Sunday. I found out my ex had told her IU was doing drugs. Now, I don't know what I really did to make him say that or why he would ever tell her but ya know I'm bout ready to rip his head off. He's not even in high school and he's telling crap bout me to my friends. Well, ya know what he can bite me, that's all I gotta say. Moving on from this stupid topic, let’s end on a positive note. Lately I've been having scary nightmares (I know doesn't sound positive but stay with me here) now normally I don't care about them but they just are really bothering me so I thought I'd like to let you know how to help you with nightmares. If you’re really starting to be creeped out by the dreams go online and look up what they might mean. Chances are they are nothing but you never know, my dreams are supposivley because of stress now I have not yet figured out what might be bothering me so much for these dreams but at least I have something to help me out with these dreams. Well, I think that's all I have for you today, see you soon, as for this blog ZaiJian (goodbye in Chinese) and I'll talk to you soon. Peace, Love, Music!<3